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Whenever the sense of betrayal is being portrayed upon,the feeling of injustice is being experienced.When betrayal befalls one's self,Is there a reason which resulted in this action?Or it shows that no matter how you try to salvage any situation,the action will prove that there is no change /irrevocable feelings once being felt?
Why?Whenever help is given or promises being established,why do people have doubts on the action being made?Why are people overwhelmed by insecurities?Are people too materialistic over the riches in life?I really don't get it ?!Can on individual survive in this realistic world?A realistic world is a result of people who are only concern for their own survival?Is the world too evil?To influence one individual to be an unscrupulous creature?
Why are people so despicable?The attention sought by one individual is highly needed?Why?Could it be the lack of insecurity or is that people are so vulnerable to the problems faced?Why when there are problems,it'll make you realize how helpless would one appear to solved problems people depriving themselves of gaining happiness?Why do people tend to torture others to gain their own benefit?
When the world around you is out of place,would you feel the level of adaptability decreasing?Wallowing your sorrows?Why do people appear pathetic to gain sympathy?Do they badly need recognition or approval to survive?Do people try to tarnish one's reputation in order to gain friends?Isn't that pathetic?Are people too realistic on the friends that they have?I really don't understand?!When anger overwhelmed an individual,is the person capable of handling it?What's the best solution in solving a very tough problem?Avoidance or confrontation?Which will be the best choice?
Letting time in seeping through to find the answers that one is seeking will be the best?!Or is this just an act of non-chalance/cowardice to avoid all these problems?All the friend that one is having is not worth it?How do one test the price of the friendship?Calculating or rating the price of friendship is like putting a label with amount of time and feelings invested on the other party?Is this the right concept?How do one define the importance of friendship?

Thoughts of the day:-
It only takes a few seconds to hurt people you love and it can take years to heal

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Saturday, May 01, 2004

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Whenever everyone just pass me by,I'm overwhelm with myriad of emotions.Why do people regret of not cherishing the person when he/she is still in one's life?How ironic can it be?Why do fate just play with everyone's heart.Is it a form of help or it's just a obstacle for everyone?
Love?A word that is so profound.Do anyone know what is real love anymore?In a new era,love is like a form of trade.When you have finished trading,the relationship just ended in an instant.Whenever you asked a person who just ended a relationship,the answer given is "the feeling just died as time pass","he/she has another lover","I don't love him/her anymore","I don't feel happy anymore".Why this type of answer?Is love too realistic anymore?I really don't get it.All I ask is for a person to love/like me for who I am?Is it too much i'm asking for?
Friends always give me an advice "Don't find love,let love find you".How long can i wait,10,20 years?People will always tell me that i'm desperate for love.Indeed I am,but all for the hope in being loved.Is that too much I'm asking for?Regrets is a form of growing up,but why do i feel the irony of not pursuing my admiration of my senior?Am I stupid or wat?Or afraid of the rejection and the setbacks in life.
I've always protect myself from facing another setbacks in life.Am I selfish?Or just a vulnerable soul seeking a safe place in life.Is life full of risk,I often wonder.When you like someone,will you pursue your happiness?Think about it.What do you hope for in life as a human being?Love?Money?Or just some material possession?
Life have always been a gamble.Is whether you are a sore loser or a winner.Am I being too practical?I guess I am.Or maybe I'm just afraid to lose the gamble be it friendship,love.A drifted friendship has left me battered and struggling for the wound to be healed.Maybe I've brought myself into this pathetic situation with no forms of salvaging can be done.How pathetic can I be to let a friend to just pass me by.

Thoughts of the day:-
Acquire understand.It is a difficult and ego bashing process.Once you master the understanding of human behaviour,you will be able to conquer anything,even the world.

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