Come to think of the years in fairfield,it's been a long time.However,when I have "graduate",I feel kinda lost?Why?When I was retained,I hate the batch.They are so naive,ignorant.But now,they mature and think differently.It's really sad isn't it?I really grown to love this batch,but we are going our separate ways soon.I'm really filled with a myriad of emotions and lots of questions?Will we still keep in contact?Will we still stay as close?
To compare my own batch and with this batch,i really prefer this batch.They really show you real affections and not with any "crocodile tears" like my own batch.They are so hypocritical that no words could describe.About love,I have given up.It's tiring to hope for this particular "infatuation" to reciprocate the love.It's too difficult.Yes,compromising is always the key to a successful relationship.But there's how many successful cases?I'm pessimistic,but I'm sick of all the quarrels,break-ups.The dramas.What a weird reason towards pursuing love?
Thoughts of the day:-
Sing we for love and idleness,
naught else is worth the having
Broken Vow
Tell me her name I want to know
The way she looks
And where you go
I need to see her face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end
Tell me again I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own
I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow
Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time
Chorus
I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to life than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes
I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end
Chorus
I saw the guy that i like on saturday.I'm filled with a whole different of emotions.I thought that I should be happy but i'm not.I'm filled with disappointment because this is the time that i finally understand that our life would never cross each other and that we would always be a total stranger in this life.How ironic can it be?
Friends?I feel like I'm always alone all this while,although i've friends,but afterall i'm just a substitute for someone else?How miserable can one individual be?When you feel that you have a friend that can be brand as "best friends" but disappointment starts to overwhelm you,how would you feel?Probably,friends are just part and parcel of life,they will just pass by and leave out from your life.Being sensitive is a part of one's life i guess.
Thoughts of the day:-
Pride gets no pleasure out of having something,
only out of having more of it than the next man
c.s.Lewis
You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.
Which kind of candy are you?
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What Type of Lunatic are You?
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Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)
What Emotion Dominates you?
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Your soul is bound to the Rose Petals: The
Wronged.
"'ve come undone and all hopes of mending
me are gone because the pain took my soul.
Can't you see? The only one who can put me
back together again is me."
The Rose Petals are associated with sorrow,
reflection, and wisdom. They are governed by
the goddess Persephone and their sign is The
Teardrop, or Broken Love.
As a Rose Petal, you are always self-reflective and
may be hard on yourself. You probably have
been hurt in the past by other people and can
sometimes distance yourself, as a result. You
don't usually let other get too close to you,
but you are very good at mending your spirits
back together by yourself.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.
Image is a painting by Natalya Nesterova,
source:ca80.lehman.cuny.edu/.../
images/fallen_angel.jpg
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You have a fiery soul. You aren't the quickest to
get angered, but when you do get angry things
can go really wrong really fast. You are
generally very passionate in the things you do.
(Rate my test)
What force is your soul?
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Waaah! You're so LOVABLE! Everybody likes you,
because you're a great person to have around
and it's always happy about everything ^^.
congrats! and...can I hug you?? plz! ^///^
Yet another personality test ^-^ (nice anime pics!) NEW outcome!!
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You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very
creative but never show your work to anyone.You may smile a little but sadness orloneliness surround you and other can feel itwhen they're near you. You have a dark orunusual beauty that makes you mysterious andyou probably have a lot of secrets that you'venever told anyone. You're beauty is intrigingand unorthidox but the real thing that makesyou special is your eyes. Something in themmakes them like Diamonds in the Rough. (If you
can't see tje pics, go to my homepage and look
near the bottom and find your result)
What's" Your Element? (for gurls) (PICS)
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You're an Autum. You're much more laid back then
most and you're very comfortable in new
situations. You rather let things go with the
flow than try to change them. You have a lot of
close friends who love you because you can help
them with their problems. You're a very patient
person and it take a lot to get you rattled.
You're deffinately a lover not a hater. (If you
can't see tje pics, go to my homepage and look
near the bottom and find your result)
What season are you? (pics)
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You're a Vampire. Vampires were the creatures of
the night that were believed to live off of
human blood. Count Dracula, being the most
famous vampire, set the stereotype. They had
dark hair and pale skin from being away from
the sunlight. If they actually existed, it's
very possible they had the skin disease that
made you allergic to the sun so whenever the
sunlight would hit it, it would hurt like
crazy. They were usually snobbish and control
freaks and kept werewolves as pets. (If you
cannot see the picture, go to my userpage and
look near the bottom. There should be the
picture and description for all the results)
What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
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You came from the sky. Your a daydreamer and prefer
to have a good look on situations.
Where did you come from?
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If Your Heart's Not In It
I'm missing you
Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
It's the last thing that I wanna hear
Chorus:
But if your heart's not in it, for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got something to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
Girl I'll make it easy for you
Chorus:
If your hearts not in it, for real
Please dont try to fake what you don't feel
If the loves already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your hearts not in it
How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind
There's nothing I can do
To stop from losing you
I can't make you change your mind
If your heart's not in it
Chorus:
If your hearts not in it, for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If the loves already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your hearts not in it
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If the loves already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your hearts not in it
Helplessness?When do you reach the stage of feeling helpless?The incapability of keeping someone you love by your side?Or the one you love does not love you?How ironic to see this kind of situation?Friendship,a word for representing a bond with people?Or just a plain label that is being make used of when someone is in need of something?Do people in this world really trust friends?I really don't know?!As O levels are near,you see the selfishness in individuals?Is that called selfish or just plain competitive?
When you need help,no one helps,how would you feel?Bear a grudge over the person or work even harder to answer to yourself?Believing in yourself that you can succeed in life?Staying positive is a good thing,is the process that counts.With process,there will be results.
I'm upset,deeply upset,my loved ones is leaving.She's leaving at the end of this year,although it may be saddening,but I'll let go.Leaving her with memories of good times and bad.I'll really miss my maid,although it's a part and parcel of life.I'll faced it with bravery and honesty.
Thoughts of the day:-
Love go toward love,as school boys from their book,
but love from love,toward school with heavy look
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Dark shadow. Something has drawn you into darkness
in the past, and you're now trying to get out
of it. The darkness is already inside you, and
getting it out will be hard, but if you try,
maybe one day you can be who you want to be
again. Don't give in!!!
What kind of dark person are you?
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Name:Daphne Wee
Bdae:20.05.1986
Nicks:Kashigal
Skool:F.M.S.S
Contact:Confidential
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Food:Japanese food,i'm not choosy
Drinks:Sprite,Lemon Honey
Pastimes:Listening To Music,Reading Books,Hanging out with friends
People:People who are frank
Things:A Musical instrument,preferably a trumpet,or piano
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People:Hypocrites,betrays people
Things:Insects
Artist:No Preference
Song:All types of genre,except hip-hop,techno and head-banging music
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