[[Cinderella's Moments]]

Monday, December 06, 2004

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As 15th Dec starts to get near,my emotions starts to move to a bad state.The realization of my maid's departure,is tearing my emotions apart.A person yet so close but is leaving how would you feel?Everone close to you starts to tell you,that's is part and parcel of life.Do they know the feeling of someone close to them departs?No,i guess not.They are not in my shoes to understand how i feel.Yes,I may be prejudice to those who tried to console me,but they will never know the agony i'm going through right now.
I may appear to be happy,a person without worries.But in actual fact,I do have lots of worries,it's just that i don't show it.I'm sad,i'm really am.I feel that I'm such a failure at times,when i try to do this particular thing,I failed.What does that make me?A loser,or a failure?
Let's not mention about the sad thing now.Finally,found a guy that I like,it's a mixture of feelings.Whether it's a crush or just plain substitution?It's really sad to have this myriad of emotions.Recently,a feeling of insecurities starts to act up again.I start to tear a lot,I feel so sad.I hide myself in my own corner again,I start to isolate away from people again.Why?People will tell me that I'm being desperate or whatsoever,they will never know the feeling of being a pessimistic person.They will NEVER will.Some people just think for themself,when will they ever spare a thought for others?Friends?Sometimes it's just a significant symbol to represent people's relations in the society.The person whom you can relate to may be your enemy in time to come.That shows how fragile in friendship wise.

Thoughts of the day:-
DO NOT LOOK BACK
As you travel through life there are always those times
When decisions just have to be made,
When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce
And the rain seems to soak your parade.
There are some situations where all you can do
Is simply let go and move on,
Gather your courage and choose a direction
That carries you toward a new dawn.

So pack up your troubles and take a step forward -
The process of change can be tough,
But think about all the excitement ahead
There might be adventures you never imagined
Just waiting around the next bend,
And wishes and dreams just about to come true
In ways you can't yet comprehend!

Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new things
As you challenge your status quo,
And learn there are so many options in life,
Perhaps you'll go places you never expected
And see things that you've never seen,
Or travel to fabulous,
faraway worlds
And wonderful spots in between!

Perhaps you'll find warmth and affection and care
And somebody special who's there
To help you stay centered and listen with interest
To stories and feelings you share.

Perhaps you'll find comfort in knowing your friends
Are supportive of all that you do,
And believe that whatever decisions you make,
They'll be the right choices for you.
So keep putting one foot in front of the other,
And taking your life day by day...
There's a brighter tomorrow that's just down the road
-Don't look back! You're not going that way!

[[Last Wrote]]*|8:48 AM|

[[*The Cinderella *]]

Name:Daphne Wee
Bdae:20.05.1986
Nicks:Kashigal
Skool:F.M.S.S
Contact:Confidential

[[*My Adores*]]

Food:Japanese food,i'm not choosy
Drinks:Sprite,Lemon Honey
Pastimes:Listening To Music,Reading Books,Hanging out with friends
People:People who are frank
Things:A Musical instrument,preferably a trumpet,or piano

[[*My Detests*]]

> People:Hypocrites,betrays people
Things:Insects

Artist:No Preference
Song:All types of genre,except hip-hop,techno and head-banging music

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